8 Months Pregnant, Grumpy and Over It Already!

These hormones are killing me. I experienced my second round of false labor last night. I got no sleep. So i've been up for over 24 hours now. I just feel like balling up and crying. I've been yelling at the kids all day. Of course they have no idea why mom's acting like a witch. They get back at me by doing things they know they shouldn't. I swear the first whine that came out of their little mouths today made me so annoyed. Loulou and I have been fighting all day about her staying out of the bathroom. She's already eaten toothpaste. It was the toddler kind with no flouride thank goodness. She's soaking wet from playing in the sink. She wants to eat all day long because she knows it will get me up. I don't trust them to be downstairs by themselves. They get into way too much stuff. What makes me angry is that Drake knows the rules and takes advantage of me whenever he can. It's so frustrating. He also whines about things that he knows aren't possible. Like the fact that he can't fly like superman. He'll whine about it forever just because he's bored. I want this, I want that. He'll just go up to Loulou and smack her in the head just to get a reaction out of me. I swear I wish I had family around here. I need a break from these kids. I need mental rest. I'm just an emotional wreck. The last months of pregnancy are just as hard as the first months with a newborn to me. So, I think i'm done with my rant for today. I really don't feel any better, but at least down the road i'll read this and truly remember the reason this is our last baby. For some reason I tend to forget how hard pregnancy is after about a year or so. 5 more weeks to go and I know they are going to drag on and on.